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SOME POEMS FROM "AVALANCHE"
by Rob Mclennan

Born in Ottawa, Canada’s glorious capital city, Rob Mclennan currently lives in Ottawa. The author of over a dozen trade books of poetry, fiction and non-fiction, his most recent titles are the novella white (2007), the travel book Ottawa: The Unknown City (2008), the non-fiction titles subverting the lyric: essays (2008) and Alberta dispatch: interviews & writing from Edmonton (2008) and the poetry collection a compact of words (2008). An editor and publisher, he runs above/ground press, Chaudiere Books (with Jennifer Mulligan), Poetics.ca (with Stephen Brockwell, poetics.ca) and the Ottawa poetry pdf annual ottawater (ottawater.com). He recently spent the 2007-8 academic year in Edmonton as writer-in-residence at the University of Alberta, and regularly posts reviews, essays, interviews and other notices at robmclennan.blogspot.com.

 

            You know this climate like the shape of your hand inside your mitt;
            increasing numbness (face licked with cold, ice-slick
            questions on your tongue, answers
            fewer than you have fingers to count on), familiarity

            an avalanche
            waiting …
                        — Sylvia Legris, Nerve Squall

 

            Surely you remember the legendary earthquake.
                        — Joshua Marie Wilkinson, lug your careless body out of the careful dusk

 

            It is simplicity at last.
            But what a complicated way of getting happy again.
                        — George Bowering, "Old Standards"

 

*

move a subsequent dream       ;           poetical
& street serene
                                    I am wonder
out loud ;           ground your feet there beneath

I am hastily, silent

                                             processional, starved
& seeing stars              ;           fools & ethics, wonder

would you burn from a bridge             ;           or lapse

            the water stone cleft down to bone

 

every language is a barrier

 

*

the weight of geographically weighs
to watch you sleep
                                          again & again
the car is soluble          ;                       water
                                                                permission-logged
the way things fall; a pregnant pause mis
carried
                        again, the skin
of sudden vessel
                                                would undergo a rapid
increase in conductivity
            ; where would I take                my
                                    many-splendoured

 

*

if I am remarking tedium                     recording
the falling rock
                                    smashing bone & bare branch

; hardening
                        or octaves, how to build

if I am more ash than complex pressure
or stamen
                  carlost        ;           a string field
pulled marionette length of stage

                                    a coral sight bleed

I am raw heart at once on the page

 

                                    if I am wearing my hurt
                        (today)
                                                like a badge

 

*

the palm of wooded hand        ;           the properties
of sun, moon air
                                    second scent
or spread          ;                       would take
                                                  as manual

but would you avalanche you would

            ;           a fruit-fly stand in doorway
            under tables, desk + chair

                                    protecting face

 

*

where is then & art                  ;                       a magnificent
                                                                         outpour
malignant grief                         strength is stronger
pre-hensile;
                        study of cable wire & the car

where your body                                  would erode
                                                               me
            moon-mark, article of then-descent

we are marco, polo, marco                              stand
                                    ing there in the water

waist-deep, wading
                                                a secular art

 

*

dear roy kiyooka,

                                    I know all abt endings
& the terminally begun                        ;           have stood
on that back porch keefer street where once
                        your pear tree grew
                                                            ; each unit
a lyric, grown outward             you cant step into
the same river, they say
            but still soaked down to sock & shoe
;    have unconditionally
                                    loved & broken, blown                        ; have learned
as much forgot
            ;           creating from a simple line
                        a mystery
& loving all else

 

*

is guts & glory             ; hardly
score a snow mass
            come down, descending, go down, fall
hardened
                        , the rock face              lifts
(is not afraid)
& separates                  ; do you remember yesterday, you said

            the sum an avalanche the rain

; is everest, worn a quick picture
window swells
            my hands went up & fell again

would break out then the unmeaning of you

 

*

according to these calculations
if the colour of rain I deliberately spell
w/ a "u"
                        is shape as well
a landmass of gardens, dulcimer
& mingled measure
                                    would overcome
artifact of cool spheres
lemon standard of your eyes                ; dangerous
                                                               & still
            another hour would     ;
                                                               slide

 

*

a complicated reel
                                    ; large lean of falling
&/or sliding material
            ; arrange my days at elbows
event that happens, long wind
to a love
                        like a pie left to cool
a breeze persists
over lake of two mountains

                        am standing between doors
; you would yellow leaves your hands

            a sudden appearance of an overwhelming number
            of things

 

*

if break in the gait;                  move downward
& lower
                        not necessarily all the way
a horoscope of generous
trees                              ;           that left, my hand
                                    your raised pink blouse
; would send & scatter, ginger root

            the whole of avalanche, restraint

the true show of power, & power
in spades                                  ; if
                                                or would
                        let loose, instill
a crash or hammer fall

to shake the rumble free, in
still a storm of gravity

                        or thin as a whisper

 

*

the moon is a crater & fills
            ; my empty spaces
                                    of snow in the mountains
the plums on the window sill
are only pears
                                                a sudden radiance
of natural event, a happening descent

            engulf, or carry off

                                    what would we crawl

 

*

the main break in definition                ;           being overwhelmed
not under
                        stitch arrival of somesuch
in overwhelming quantity
                                                ; stand a field
of avalanche query, slip theory
                                                                        the roll
& rubble dawn, material slide
a slope of empty
                                    single kiss
& how the rest of you
tastes
            to dress & undress, repetition of states
       or to end on an open question

 

*

to become one                  ;           a hardened break
, I would haul your body out
                        (what were they saying)
                                                , my orpheus
would never turn or doubt                   ;           functional
a song made up of two, three phrases
                                    ; composed soil, rock
no time but the next time
(I didnt want to leave)
                                                ; the phone you save my
                                                twenty messages repeat

            ; the world as an empire
            built of big plate sky

 

*

a poem of beginnings                 ;           at the top
                                                                 of incremental ski
down devils hill
                        (I am breaking contingencies)
            ; the barometre fell
                                    , into each life rain
a body rife w/ collisions & a cellphone false
electronic bells
                            an avalanche of what, snow
            marries hard at the highest point
, sudden shower                       think you
in my standing stall
                                    a testament
                        to all the weather we lived

 

*

this indeterminate state of small psalms
& inevitable ends
                                    made fragile
            as if not spoken to
                                                ; this mess of correspondence
spread out a tides wave, start
w/ a single line
                        by what you would
                        be afraid
; am late in the day & so
electric checkmark
            as a kinder gesture drawn, still knows

 

*

from the pit of the stomach, a same song
; hardened across bare bone
                                                all acts
are political        ;           or if sleep in the summer,
wintermitts are wind in trees, love
            half beaten somerset mark
the break in the day you would widen
                                    ; a house in the sun
or the dark of the lane where the basketball hoops
            dreams the ground out from under

    you                :           would be fingers & toes
                        & can guess how it goes

 

*

the morning sun tears out                    ;                       a travesty of light
                                                            & light bearings
in a year of ten thousand shades
                        how to number                            when the chinese
                                    or hebrew so different
arms will spread out                            a dragon drums
                                                              nanny goat hill
            ; how can we know?
                                                when the greeks still hold christmas
a full two weeks later
                        ;                                   the victoria day weekend

                                                            I wait to overcome
                                                            & to be

 

*

dear unnameable,

I have run out of things to tell you
; all possible cloud                   etcetera
            the rock that all foundations
envy                              ; slow on the long road
is a passage of heart                             ; if I
                        had a diary, I would write out your name
avalanche        :           a fundamentally stretched
                                    become misshapen particle
            ; it is easy to mistake one for another
all boundaries & silence
                                                what a wonderful display
            (I imagine you radiant,
                 knowing full well you are)

or conjoining a calm explosion, finally