Spring is a brave knot of daffodils
and one flowering cherry in a parking lot
where I watch patients make their way
across the pavement in a cold splatter
of rain, gait careful as a cup too full,
caregiver gentle at the elbow.
But you, my son, are like vapor
when you appear at the glass doors,
black hood drawn tight, and I fear
you might dissipate in the sharp gusts
that dance pink petals over the roof
to scatter into a darkening sky.
Instead you grant a small smile,
sink into the seat, tilt back your head,
close your eyes. I want so much
to ask how you are, where you’ve been,
but I turn the key, steer toward home, silent
while you restore yourself to solid matter.
And isn’t this love, too?
This waiting. This quiet waiting.
