If only your mother had been a waterfall
or a strawberry bush, a flock
of albatross with sun
woven into their veins. If only
your father cried, even once,
or saw a mug of coffee perched in moonlight
and exclaimed
that's beautiful enough to paint.
Haven't you realized?
Everything you did not inherit
went to someone else.
No matter what language you speak
they’ll open your jaws wide
and bare witness to your family tongue,
your ancestral molars. Can you ever forgive
your grandfather for painting your eyes
the wrong color, or your grandmother
for never laughing? Maybe you could have been born
laughing, but your heirlooms were air
and you were taught thankfulness for lungs
to breathe it. The truth is
no inheritance is owed. Stop staring
at the horizon,
it is not yours, never will be,
you come from people
who gaze at the land.
The world is not taken,
it's passed. Even if you whet an axe,
sever your lineage,
blood is awfully hard
to clean, the stains will remain
and one day
they may be all you have left.