5 good hrs w/steroids&oxy in the land of headless people with faces on their chests—comatose explorers thinking theirs are best to lead the way to futures traded for avocado toast & art dispensed from automats mosquito killer sprayed on babies fog & fruit all full of maggots lab-created mechanical maggots cells regenerate in these maggots * * * 2am & steroids stutter bone&flesh & liftup serpent ink&skin lie on the surface below the redflow flowing chunky sunken chunks bonebreaking tumors swimming thick a bloody jelly sunken belly now & tingling numb in middle & legheavy ribs like ridges like deep valleys thighs like twigs like saltless pretzels mouth as dry as foot on pavement at the beach black parking lot & all the dreams are now just wakeness lying flat in dark awakened til the oxy takes its taking