I’m still grieving the reality
A girl dissolves on dandelion wishes

A girl dissolves on dandelion wishes
I love boys who make me forget my father

I love boys who make me forget my father
How he vanished and left the doors open

I left the door open and the boy I loved vanished
And rage steals my breath like a phantom

Phantoms steal my rage before I give it breath
It crashes gentle like a wave against the shore

My father reappears gentle like a wave
To make a home in my mind of false memories

The home in my mind is a false memory
I’m still grieving the reality