mother told me about the baby
elephant in the Chinese zoo
who was rejected by his mother and cried
for the next five hours. animal-well
of childhood. an animal of grief. I’m O
negative, I told her, the universal
donor. I’ll need a shot on the 28th
week and another one after. to this
she warned me about the body,
poison in its lack, how mine
wasn’t water, could reject
what it carries, attack
the blood. Keep it
secret, she said, like a scar
behind clothing. Wear safety
pins to pierce the evil eye, dull
metal fighting a stranger’s
severe will. Don’t cut
your hair, veins and skin
are keratin, a kerosene
that lines the light inside, that will
not let the water in. but when
Persephone was taken,
Demeter wept autumn rain,
and when her daughter stayed
away, the mother’s tears froze
into ice caps, kept falling as hard
hail, silver sleet, or soft snow
when she grew too tired
to grieve. but the mourning
customs of elephants
surpass the gods and the young
returns to its mother’s
corpse, inspects it with her trunk,
and learns how grief outlasts
the waxen body, how light
ignites such water into blood.