(iiiii iiiii iiiii iiiii iiii) candles form a frame around buttercream roses. i exhale but (i) flame remains thumbing through the great divorce twin engines force forward a valerian breeze. i venture out for an evening stroll but the neighborhood softball games and ice cream truck’s music box jingle melt into golden hour glances on crunchy september lawns grayed street lights atop bus shelters. afternoon drizzles off of trench coat hemlines. newsprint gums under boot prints. city intersections, a carousel of illuminated window sills but no answer at the door pupils remain shackled to highlighted passages. set to boil an afternoon daydream in a whole milk latte. a caramelized drizzle bubbles over, coating pinky swears love lines whorls palms gathered in prayer dog-eared pages forge a shared theology lodged between crossed fingers. salutations. ink pen journal entries addressed to thursday evenings tomorrow. i will sit on the couch with my brother and sister and blue merle blueberry earl gray. flipping through field notes reading into you like a ten-page term paper 12-point times new roman single spaced one-inch margins annotations by (Lady Madonna of the Dining Room Wall). raising her varnished hands and leading a service for a congregation of stuffed bears, afternoon drizzles and lost causes step, triple step, triple step. socks and sandals hit the pavement. one tonic and lime per waltz at the century’s ballroom and i dip below your horizon. sunday second dinners at beth’s. run my thumbprint along the coloring book page’s jagged edges. pour out crayons and scribble over line drawings of suns with smiley faces finish off the roll of tri-x. the f2a laments each frame’s soft focus. agitate 36 exposures coiled in developer. here you float in between granules of silver gelatin. one month from september but ten years gone draws concentric circles from the stereo and i twist the dial conversations and refills of decaf. butter and warmed syrup melt into a midnight short stack a booth for (i) extinguishes (iiiii iiiii iiiii iiiii iii) candles and a life lesson