I fear the cold, walls will fall away. Someone will pull the pins and a map of tsunamis will cover us. The power lines take our power. I fear my blood won’t come. Somebody will take my body and make me a house for someone else to haunt. I fear saying the word no. Because what do I know? I sit on the bus and strangers watch me think about coffee while I look out the window watching winter fall apart like wet tissue paper in the crumbling hands of sky.