He had an itch that needed scratching he told me after this long incarceration even though he reminded me all of the walls were transparently open even though the doors had been locked for as long as we can remember the keys all rusty and immobile and yet here we remain always on the same unchosen side always drunk to the point of falling drowning month by month as we count down the days to our release count down the days until we snap the brittle hanks of metal from the walls drag the sharpened edges across the glass our pulse pounding our sweat dripping our memories a fragmented network of tracery as a picture emerges from the uncontrollable hand from the waking dream etched into unforgettable memory.